USELESS GIRL

USELESS........



Bad result comes from my FAF... oh god...It don't weird me cause I know myself well...But it just...Real 'shit'!! Doesn't mean I don't study man.. Tell you... I've been study from morning till night, night till midnight,midnight till morning..waka...Sounds hardworking yea... BUT WHY DID I STILL GET REAL SHIT RESULT?!!!

It's really terrible for me.. Since I don't even know what I'm study about...I don't understand..I wonder that how come I can take account since I don't know it well? Am I regretting now? I'm told myself '' please don't dear'...cool down and work more...'' Yesh...I did tried... But this what I got...Is that related cause I'm stupid?...

Sis told me that nothing is easy... John do, mummy and daddy do, even my friend do told me that!! yah I know.... Don't you think I don't try for it... I real do... but... How am I going to start? From the beginning?...I've tried but... I can't get it... How???!!!!!!! Real pissed me up! Can anyone tell me what can I do??

I called my daddy after got my worse result... I told him everything that I'm doing totally not well in my studies.. I just want to tell the truth... Well, daddy did trust me that I've been try my best...He said...'' It's ok girl...Do it slowly k... I know you can''... oh gosh...it's really harm me... why don't he just scold me or shout at me? Maybe if he scold me I'll get more better... I controlled my tears from dropping... I can't stop it.. I really disappointed them!! How USELESS I am!!!!