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Tired.......

Tired...

Sixth... EEwiitzz!! I can feel the distance after didn't touching my blog for almost a week..Thinking what to fill here... hrm.......grrr.......arrrr...........

haha...ok ok..lets start!! Life is getting really hectic for me... Busy doing MIS revision... Chapter by chapter... It's quite hard actually... I tried to pay attention on it... Pay and pay lots attention and trying my best with it... Oh man... Don't you think it is an easy subject... I don't even know and understand what's the book( Managing Information Systems) talking about!! I ask everyone all around me to explain for me...I hide alone in my room to read what's going on with it... Facing the exam last Wednesday...For this time, I just keep on bluffing while my brain were loading and thinking what to write... Hope get correct for what i'm bluffing at... fuuuhhh... Settle for half course work.. Now... Sigh.... Waiting for my coming FAF exam... What the heck??! Can I stop this?

Anyone who expert in MIS or FAF please do contact me. taraki_1801@hotmail.com in msn,friendster and whatever....

The weather is on and off...Sunny...Thunder...Raining..Everything comes once...

Enough said....I gotta go...
See you in other day...

bouT mE!!

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Fifth... I'm taking half an hour thinking what to write for my fifth blog...Just stop here and blurring...hrmm...Let's talk about my life nowadays...Which full of stresses and tiredness...Student life makes me busy and hurry all the time...Nothing else if not assignment and exam..There are lots of assignment to do and pass up...I remember when me and my friend pass our CBL assignment last thursday...wow...How happy we are...Just felt can lose all our tension there...After passing the CBL assignment,we starting get over to the next assignment..Like no other thing to do accept keep rushing and busy bout assignment..

I'm wonder why we have to do lots assignment when we entered college's life...Does it really help us for our studies?Busy with my assignment also busy with my mid term exam..I don't know how would it be with my next week test..I got MIS exam next Wednesday...That subject really tough for me..I don't catch up what Miss are talking about..Maybe cause of I don't have such basic or my brain slow to turning up and get what do Miss teaching??Goshhhh.....stop now..makes me felt more blur...

I better study now...bye..see you

changing of him.....-_-

Memories I kept, were the things I'll never say..

Fourth....

Woke up 12 in the afternoon...Can't sleep last night....I only fall asleep 5am in the morning when I saw my hand phone's clock...Blurring and thinking of a person...A nearest person but actually gets very far far away from me....oh gosh...Don't even know what I'm talking about...It's hard to describe the person actually...A person that cared so much for me before and now...He's caring,nice,gentle,a little bit naughty and a perfect human being for me...

And now...I don't notice it before...I realise that when my/his sister send me the picture of him...How sweet he were with the sweetest smile of him..'he' looks so thin...'he' changes...'he' sick...'he' smoke much..'he' ........'he' .....and 'he'....How worse...I'm shocked!!! I don't even know what he were thinking about now...I'm disappointed...I thought that he were the happiest 'person' in the world and I'm the one who bring lots sadness for him...I'm wrong..Totally wrong!! What happen with him huh?Am I cause that?Am I the one who makes all this happen..? Can I change 'him' back..?'he's' not that bad as I know before...'he' act cool in front of me and keep support me and solving all my problems that I leave to him...wtf...stop it

hard time...miss my family...

Hard time..Miss my family


Third blog...

Yesterday I went to Sungei Wang with Annie and her sister...Her sister came from Miri, so we bring her go shopping and have fun here...

We use taxi there because too many people using LRT on the weekend..When we reach there we saw there lots promotion everywhere..How lucky were we..We bought lots of T shirt and clothes...The T shirt there were very cheap and nice..We choose and choose...Oh gosh!!!!!! My money also finish...Hey you know girls...cannot see nice nice clothes want..But I don't buy many...I bought 1 for my god sister and 3 for myself...I lack of T shirt here..

After finish buy all those thing,we going back using monorail and LRT..Inside the monorail and LRT,there were lots of people..Some of them are same as we..Also just went shopping and have fun..I saw they bring lots of plastic bag and clothes..Inside the LRT,four of us stand together...I stand and lean side of the LRT see Annie talk with her sisters...They jokes and laugh..How happy and blissful they are..

Suddenly, felt so miss my family...Really really miss them..I don't know why suddenly I felt so down and sad...What makes me come here and study and I become like this...Arent this are the best way for my future??I going back home took bath and i cried..I cry as hard as i can..Only that I can do to makes it better..I am not going to tell my parents and don't even want them to worry about me..After bath and finish everything,I receive a message from my god sister and brother..what a complicated life I have...Cant explain that detail..They told me that they were at Bintulu attending an engagement ceremony and miss me..I were shocked.. Don't even know when they go..Maybe cause i'm too busy for my studies and assignment..I don't even ask where they are and concern them..Everyday they message me just drop by and asking how I am here and I only told all my problems i've to them..I felt how selfish I am!!! I told them I missing them much...And they tried to comfort me and send me their picture..I turn up my mind and OK back..How glad I am..I really appreciate it..Just a little advise and picture from them can turn my energy up..I were here already..What should I do only can struggle hard..as hard as possible..I hope I can.........