hard time...miss my family...

Hard time..Miss my family


Third blog...

Yesterday I went to Sungei Wang with Annie and her sister...Her sister came from Miri, so we bring her go shopping and have fun here...

We use taxi there because too many people using LRT on the weekend..When we reach there we saw there lots promotion everywhere..How lucky were we..We bought lots of T shirt and clothes...The T shirt there were very cheap and nice..We choose and choose...Oh gosh!!!!!! My money also finish...Hey you know girls...cannot see nice nice clothes want..But I don't buy many...I bought 1 for my god sister and 3 for myself...I lack of T shirt here..

After finish buy all those thing,we going back using monorail and LRT..Inside the monorail and LRT,there were lots of people..Some of them are same as we..Also just went shopping and have fun..I saw they bring lots of plastic bag and clothes..Inside the LRT,four of us stand together...I stand and lean side of the LRT see Annie talk with her sisters...They jokes and laugh..How happy and blissful they are..

Suddenly, felt so miss my family...Really really miss them..I don't know why suddenly I felt so down and sad...What makes me come here and study and I become like this...Arent this are the best way for my future??I going back home took bath and i cried..I cry as hard as i can..Only that I can do to makes it better..I am not going to tell my parents and don't even want them to worry about me..After bath and finish everything,I receive a message from my god sister and brother..what a complicated life I have...Cant explain that detail..They told me that they were at Bintulu attending an engagement ceremony and miss me..I were shocked.. Don't even know when they go..Maybe cause i'm too busy for my studies and assignment..I don't even ask where they are and concern them..Everyday they message me just drop by and asking how I am here and I only told all my problems i've to them..I felt how selfish I am!!! I told them I missing them much...And they tried to comfort me and send me their picture..I turn up my mind and OK back..How glad I am..I really appreciate it..Just a little advise and picture from them can turn my energy up..I were here already..What should I do only can struggle hard..as hard as possible..I hope I can.........