im failure....

Another moody day for me...i dunno how to express my feeling...im so dissapointed on mysef...not oni dat...also to papa,mami,daddy n mami, famili...im sorry...im reli sorry......i failed gain 1 more times...english 4 business....omg...i never failed eng b4...y dis so suck??wat im reli duin lately?

seing all frens duin well and thking whr to further...how bout me? i was left behind resit n repeat...meet lec today..she know my condition....she said wf my condition i'll suppose to repeat...do all my best..hell...i dunwan too bah...i don even thk i can do it..i'll sure fail for another times...im jus a failure bah wat...m i dat worse ka wat???shit!!! wat d fuck!!!!!

don u know im trying my very best???!!! don u know i wanna further oso same as other frens??!!! who dunwan study if can...?? how bout mum?? do u know how d feeling when u lost ur very loves one...?? have u ever felt dat b4? maybe dat r jus a little small2 matter 4 u...''tara, u'll get use wf it''....wAT D FUCKING R U TOKING ABOUT???!!!

well...i cant fight all of u guys bah..im jus a small2 little gal...each words dat hurt me...each word dat tease me...im oni cry in my heart...im d most happier gal in d worldwide...but jus a shit inside...did'nt u guys notice it?? wat?? im so lazy?? sosoo stupid?? soso sucks??? dat worse for u all?? im jus anythg dat u guys wanna me be...tok til u enuf thr...nah nahnah...i'll b ready owes...

i wanna told mami all dis...but avnite mami so tired..mami sori...i jus dunno how to tell u how suck i m now...i dunwan u to worry anymore...pa...pls....can u hear me?? can u felt me?? pls help me pa....huhuuu....

i told mysef...stop crying...no more tears d...stop k...cry in heart...b patient..tara can ma...sis, u too hav a hard time as me i know...wat m i goin to tell is...we r same...wish miracle to happen...oni god know....pray avnite......